10/30/2009

Please say something

10/28/2009

All computers have been monitored and used to follow brain patterns in E. and "S.", a male child. They both are kept in the room. S. is supposedly a control, though there may be other reasons. He is the closest subject to E.'s age, and colleagues hope that he may emulate E.'s ability when she uses it. He is also a living creature that E.'s ability may potentially affect, like my arm. E. screams less than she used to.

S. likes me more than E. does. He wants to be a police officer, and he likes Spongebob. His parents shouted at each other often. Sometimes he thinks he is still at his home.

10/24/2009

We released mice into the room while she slept. She crushed one of them. I doubt that she will be allowed out of the room now.

10/21/2009

It is my responsibility to monitor E.'s mental state as long as she remains in the room. She does not want to take part in routine daily analysis, so I have been forced to monitor her superficially. It is a time-consuming task, and I am accompanied by three of my sadistic colleagues, so it has been difficult to find time for this blog.

We had to cut E.'s nails and put a bicycle helmet on her in order to keep her from hurting herself. It is hard to think of her behavior outside of the process of analyzing it, it is so vehement. For me to empathize with her in that state would be ruinous. I am driven to complacence by the prospect of her freedom. Since there isPLEASE SPREAD THIS INFORMATION!

10/18/2009

My apologies for the delay-- I was nearly caught. The first floor of our building is built like a prison, the "cells" facilitating both the subjects and the scientists. The only available computers are on the second floor. Why am I rambling? E. still hasn't given us the desired result. She is fed more on a daily basis than she normally is, but her mental state is deteriorating. She vomits after every meal. She could never be a weapon, and everyone knows it.

I have seen nothing in the newspaper about our situation. PLEASE spread this information as widely as you can. This is all I can do from inside. I am not able to leave the facility, however large it is. We need your help.

10/15/2009

No time, news tomorrow.

10/14/2009

The test results came in today: no residue attributable to the event. They want me to make her do it again in a controlled environment. E. is to stay in the control-room until she performs the feat a second time, even though all previous studies have shown little to no evidence of control of her abilities on her part or ours. I want for her to be comfortable, but we both will be watched. I hope that I will be allowed to sedate her again. This blog feels like a confessional.

10/13/2009

Have been on strict leave from work for the past few days. I will be informed tomorrow of the effects E.'s ability had on my arm. My blood circulation is to be kept at a minimum until it is confirmed clean. Considering the lack of any manner of residue on the inanimate objects touched by the pcyshic's abilities, I doubt that my life is in danger (from E., at least). I am honestly surprised that this blog has not been discovered. PLEASE print this information before it is lost. God bless you.

10/10/2009

A subject moved my arm yesterday. Call her E. We used sedatives to make her sleep. Right arm felt compressed like in a long rubber glove. Moved to right, wrist inclined, then elbow thrust back. All spare time yesterday taken up by diagnotic tests on my arm. Only the second time a subject has moved living matter, both times E. I'm waiting for test results, hope to find any residue or evidence of the event. She hates me. She wants to be a veterinarian for cats, not dogs. Most recently admitted subject.

10/8/2009

Studies proceeded as usual. We still have no control over the subjects' abilities. I am sickened by how thin they have become. Hope to have more time tomorrow.

10/7/2009

No news. Have to go.

10/5/2009

Nothing unusual today. It looks like the measures agains data mining worked, at least for now. No incidents.