12/14/2009

Everything on this blog is a lie. I am a college student working on a conspiracy project. The project is due, so no more will be written.

11/22/2009

Still hard at work with E., but things are back to normal. My colleagues don't want to

11/17/2009

E.'s abilities are still broken. We have tried everything we could think of to stimulate her brain, hoping to fix her. Not that it is a surprise, but we have paid close enough attention to her to diagnose her with severe depression, in addition to the litany of physical and mental illnesses she has already.

I hate to say it, but I am glad for her to be in such a sorry state. The list of possible off-switches is narrowing, but nobody wants to suggest the obvious: that increased freedoms are necessary for her mind to recover.

Stress is a little more bearable. My brain feels flat.

11/11/2009

Still here, no news.

11/9/2009

I apologize for my previous post-- the paranoia and sleep deprivation are getting to me. Not to mention the fact that we're illegally and unjustly imprisoning more than a dozen rightfully-free American citizens. I notice as I type that I have chewed my finger nails to nubs. Worst of all, I know that my mental state is deteriorating, and I can do nothing about it. How ironic! A psychoanalyst spiraling into insanity. Though apparently such things are not unhead of, considering the recent Fort Hood fiasco. Indeed, I have half a mind to wipe out every person working here, including myself.

It would be impossible, though...everyone knows exactly how many guns are in the facility, and where they are. This is because they are impossible to steal. Needless to say, weapons technology within this facility is decades ahead of that on the outside, for obvious reasons. We may be deprived of many things here, but advanced weaponry is not one of them. Apparently, neither is internet access. This is very curious, but I won't ask anyone about it.

Please say something, and God bless you.

11/5/2009

Apparently I am partially to blame for E.'s lack of performance. She has not done anything since Wednesday. I was supposed to know the intricacies of her delicate psyche and the damage that the room did to her. I do not know, and for obvious reasons. Angry, powerful people need someone to blame...and I seem to be that someone. E. has been our most valuable subject thus far, so losing her would be devastating.

Do they know about this blog? Possibly. In fact, it is very likely that they have found it by now. They may be using E.'s situation as an excuse to toy with me before they strike.

My message to them: FUCK YOU! Do what you want with me, but someone knows. The knowledge of your sick project is spreading. Every single one of you, even Captain Jackass, will hang for this. Do something. It won't end.

11/4/2009

Both children were taken out of the room today. We believe that E. somehow exhausted her abilities. She has not used her abilities in the last three times she was asleep. My colleagues and I will analyze her thoroughly tomorrow. I have my own theory as to why E. has not performed:

I believe (hope, that is) that stress and/or trauma may inhibit a pcisyhc's abilities. The feats they have performed thus far are practically useless, but that may be due to their incarceration. I speak of all of our subjects. The subjects' stress may be holding back their potential! If this is true to any degree, the subjects may be allowed more freedoms, better medical care, and possibly a life in the outside world. I try not to get my hopes up, but there has been little lately for me to place my hopes on at all.

Please help these people. Tell just one other person to read this.

11/3/2009

E. stopped breathing for a moment today, but we think that it was only a seizure. No news otherwise.

11/2/2009

Exhausted. We havehardly been able to sleep for the false alarms. Every brainwave in E.'s head is under strict scrutiny, reminiscent of her arrival here. We hardly have time for daily routines for the other subjects. Apparently manpower is more important than people who know what they're doing... the numbers mean nothing to me. I can not complain; they may suspect something if I do. I have never felt such a strain on my nerves! I am afraid for myself...I know how exhaustion and nervousness behave together. We never learned this in school!

10/30/2009

Please say something

10/28/2009

All computers have been monitored and used to follow brain patterns in E. and "S.", a male child. They both are kept in the room. S. is supposedly a control, though there may be other reasons. He is the closest subject to E.'s age, and colleagues hope that he may emulate E.'s ability when she uses it. He is also a living creature that E.'s ability may potentially affect, like my arm. E. screams less than she used to.

S. likes me more than E. does. He wants to be a police officer, and he likes Spongebob. His parents shouted at each other often. Sometimes he thinks he is still at his home.

10/24/2009

We released mice into the room while she slept. She crushed one of them. I doubt that she will be allowed out of the room now.

10/21/2009

It is my responsibility to monitor E.'s mental state as long as she remains in the room. She does not want to take part in routine daily analysis, so I have been forced to monitor her superficially. It is a time-consuming task, and I am accompanied by three of my sadistic colleagues, so it has been difficult to find time for this blog.

We had to cut E.'s nails and put a bicycle helmet on her in order to keep her from hurting herself. It is hard to think of her behavior outside of the process of analyzing it, it is so vehement. For me to empathize with her in that state would be ruinous. I am driven to complacence by the prospect of her freedom. Since there isPLEASE SPREAD THIS INFORMATION!

10/18/2009

My apologies for the delay-- I was nearly caught. The first floor of our building is built like a prison, the "cells" facilitating both the subjects and the scientists. The only available computers are on the second floor. Why am I rambling? E. still hasn't given us the desired result. She is fed more on a daily basis than she normally is, but her mental state is deteriorating. She vomits after every meal. She could never be a weapon, and everyone knows it.

I have seen nothing in the newspaper about our situation. PLEASE spread this information as widely as you can. This is all I can do from inside. I am not able to leave the facility, however large it is. We need your help.

10/15/2009

No time, news tomorrow.

10/14/2009

The test results came in today: no residue attributable to the event. They want me to make her do it again in a controlled environment. E. is to stay in the control-room until she performs the feat a second time, even though all previous studies have shown little to no evidence of control of her abilities on her part or ours. I want for her to be comfortable, but we both will be watched. I hope that I will be allowed to sedate her again. This blog feels like a confessional.

10/13/2009

Have been on strict leave from work for the past few days. I will be informed tomorrow of the effects E.'s ability had on my arm. My blood circulation is to be kept at a minimum until it is confirmed clean. Considering the lack of any manner of residue on the inanimate objects touched by the pcyshic's abilities, I doubt that my life is in danger (from E., at least). I am honestly surprised that this blog has not been discovered. PLEASE print this information before it is lost. God bless you.

10/10/2009

A subject moved my arm yesterday. Call her E. We used sedatives to make her sleep. Right arm felt compressed like in a long rubber glove. Moved to right, wrist inclined, then elbow thrust back. All spare time yesterday taken up by diagnotic tests on my arm. Only the second time a subject has moved living matter, both times E. I'm waiting for test results, hope to find any residue or evidence of the event. She hates me. She wants to be a veterinarian for cats, not dogs. Most recently admitted subject.

10/8/2009

Studies proceeded as usual. We still have no control over the subjects' abilities. I am sickened by how thin they have become. Hope to have more time tomorrow.

10/7/2009

No news. Have to go.

10/5/2009

Nothing unusual today. It looks like the measures agains data mining worked, at least for now. No incidents.

You need to know

For the purpose of this post my name is Mr. O, and I must ask you to print or save this page. It is very likely that this blog will be taken down within days of this posting, so you need to take this information for yourself if there is any hope for what I mean to accomplish. This information needs to be spread as widely as it can, because by visiting this blog you are putting yourself at risk. The more who know, the less risk any of you are in. Thank you.

I have been a psychoanalyst at a secret gnenvomret institute in the U.S. for nearly six years. Please keep reading. My job is to analyze the subjects of an ongoing study concerning individuals who have shown unnatural supersensual abilities. I will call them "pshcyics" for the sake of general familiarity with the term. Please keep reading. The pshcyics I have analyzed are by no means of the caliber represented by fictional pshcyics, but the purpose of the institute is to harness the transmundane abilities of our subjects so that their abilities might be useful to the gnenvomret. Progress has been minimal.

Our subjects, the pshcyics, are treated like rabid dogs, caged and waiting for the bullets in their brains. Their ages range from infancy to middle-age. The majority of them can only display their talents in an unconscious or hypnotized state-- thus, my job. I've never seen it myself, but I know that the subjects are beaten into unconsciousness by some analysts. I am told that forced inertness amplifies the pshcyics' abilities, but I have yet to practice it myself. I have implicitly assented to this treatment for nearly six years. Forgive me.

The younger subjects have very limited telknieteic abilities. We have been particularly interested in their capabilities in regard to bullets and explosives. At best, one of them can embed a bullet in solid pine wood. We have not found out how to aim or modify the telknieseis at all, but it has evinced lethal potential. We also have not discovered why the young subjects are telknieteic and the older ones are not. It could be a question of cranial development, or it could be coincidence due to the lack of diversified subjects. There are 14 of them, and ten are prepubescent.

The older subjects go into varying states of "deja vu". They can effectively predict future events almost a day in advance when they are in REM sleep, and their predictions can cover a time frame of an hour or more. As I mentioned before, progress has been negligible. We have only one recorded instance of a prearranged prediction; all others have yielded useless foresight. It is a gift from God that these people possess, but they are treated like plague-carriers.

Only one subject is otherwise a regular person. The remaining subjects all have severe mental and/or physical disabilities. These people are being held against their will in a facility that does not serve their long-term medical needs. It has become apparent to me that no amount of study can yield significant results, and these people are slowly dying. I lied before; I have beaten them. They need help.

DIRECT ACTION WILL NOT HELP. Do not attempt any manner of confrontation! I want lives to be saved, not lost. Please do not take matters into your own hands. This plan can work.I repeat: The more who know, the less risk any of you are in. The gnenvomret can not silence a great mass of people; their own soldiers would turn against them, and the secret would still be exposed. They CAN silence individuals. They will silence me. I will continue to post for as long as I can.

PLEASE SAVE THIS PAGE. This knowledge can not be lost with this blog. Copy and paste it, print it, save it somehow. Give it to friends, family, and strangers. I am not crazy. Please let me do this for them.